Making Decisions, URGH

Those who know me know that I hate making decisions.

"Why do I hate making decisions?", I ask myself.

1. Because I'm afraid of making the wrong decision.
2. Because I'm afraid that I'll regret in the future.
3. Because I'm afraid that better things will come after the decision is made.
4. Because I do not want to be responsible for the outcome of the decision.

In short, because I'm SCARED to make decisions.

These few days have been filled with decision makings - Should I go for summer school? Or should I follow my heart's desire and go home? But if I go home, what about my plans to do a dual degree? Will I be able to fulfill my plans? If I go home, what should I do? Should I go to Chicago before going home?

Even booking tickets made me dizzy... Which airline should I take? Should I fly through JFK or Philly? If I fly through JFK, how do I get to JFK? Will I be able to pack up and go home by May 13?

Thousands and thousand of questions flood through my mind every single minute. Those questions might seem irrelevant and petty. But, they constantly boggle my mind and in the end, all I want to do is...

SLEEP ~.~

New Year Resolutions-2009

hey peeps

this blog is so dead man..so i've decided to revive it by jotting down my not-so-important new year resolutions..i know..everyone's doin it..but..what is a NEW YEAR without resolutions rite? hehe

1) spend more time with family-i've been going out with friends so often that my dad complained he seldom see me at home..and so, this is my top priority this year..=)
2) grow closer to God-prayers, read Bible, serve in church, have fellowship
3) spend less, which means, less shopping =(-come on, it's global economy crisis. i think it's time for me to set my budget =_=
4) maintain my CGPA-well, my cgpa isn't that fantastic..but.i'm contented =P
5) pick up my piano-hai, my piano is so abandoned right now..it's master doesn't like to play it anymore
6) stay true to myself- i am not going to alter my personality juz to please others..come on, like me or get lost
7) be more sensitive to ppl around me- it's in the progress, trust me..hahah
8) take good care of myself-as in my skin, hair, weight-basically, d whole package la..lol

~alright, i can't think anymore..i will add on to the list, dun worry

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! =)

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i wanted to write smth like subby's post..but den, i am too tired after d christmas party..so, i've decided to try the quizzes that liz posted in her blog..heheh..and i found the answer..surprisingly quite accurate

You Are Merry and Spontaneous

You approach the holidays with joy and playfulness. You refuse to let the holidays be stressful. They should only be about fun. The holidays truly make you feel like a kid again. And you believe it's your job to make everyone else feel like a kid too! Of all the types, you're the most likely to give someone a gift early... because you can't wait. You're also the most likely to wrap your presents quickly - or not at all.

note: it's so true!! i heart hols..and i truly enjoy my hols to the fullest *that explains why my essays are not done yet*
and i love giving ppl present and i love receiving presents too (i mean, who don't? ) LOL

Your Deadly Sins

Greed: 40% Pride: 40% Sloth: 40% Gluttony: 20% Lust: 20% Wrath: 20% Envy: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 26% You'll die in a castle, surrounded by servants.

note: hmm..i think i shall not comment much about this..but d tot of dying in a castle surronded by servants..sounds..sad and pathetic..LOL

You Are Very Approachable

You can talk to anyone, and it shows. People are eager to start conversations with you. You are open and friendly. You are willing to connect with almost anyone. While it's great to be approachable, there is such a thing as too approachable. Eventually someone will try to take advantage of you. Don't be afraid to say no or end an awkward conversation.

note: i think..this should be true kua..i dunno..u guys judge la..hahah

You Are 50% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!

note: i guess it's true..i can be quite selfish at times in my relationship..LOL

that's all..i better go to bed now..adios~

2008

My first semester has ended. I still can't believe it. The year is coming to an end. I can't believe it.

I had so much fun this year.

A relaxing weekend in Port Dickson. Thanks, Yiling and Uma!

A crazy and full of laughter Melaka trip. Thanks, Mei Yueh!


Eye of Malaysia with Amy and Chen Khuan

A not so formal yet fun Graduation dinner.

The trip when we found Airina's interesting pics. Thanks, Airina! =p

My first baseball game. I still don't get baseball.


The BIG APPLE!

I found "my" cafe.

A fun weekend at Longwoods Garden during Intercultural Leadership Program

and many many more happy and interesting moments...

There was sad stuff too, like missing my sis's wedding


and my grandpa's passing away...

But I'm thankful for everything I have
and I wish everyone

"Merry Christmas!"

&

"May the year to come bring joy and peace."

!!!&*!@#$&^???

Screw Physics and Econ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sad.

#$%@#%

&^%#@%&()__()*%()_+%$#@%^*())__(*&&&&&&&&&%%$#@@!

note: ms hui theng is currently cracking her head off to write a decent essay..which she fails miserably...and she has gone cuckoo thanks to US tedious and STUPID app process..
at the moment, she is thinking of going shopping..and get herself a nice hair cut and coloring..*proof of how nuts she has gone because she is supposed to concentrate on her essays now*

:P

woohoo my 1st post on paprik lovers! welcome airina! :P

this is a sequel to

OMG..Obama won and i am clueless about it...

ok i'm not clueless about obama's victory but heck, i totally agree with ht! it's been a month now.. and all i do is sleep and eyes sticking to the tv set. lol dont kill me out of jealousy. u guys must be working 24/7 for finals over there. :P

and ht! do you watch guess?? the gameshow from taiwan? omg.. you SO have to watch it! hm i'm not into sitcoms as much.. but i watched so many movies and taiwan dramas this hol i think i'm gonna die without my comp...