it has been so long since i last posted on papriklovers.
my bad, i have been ignoring you for so long... i shouldn't have. i have not realized how much i have taken you for granted, till today. i keep updating the other one, i forgot all about you. can you forgive me please?
well, if you are confused, you should be. i am using the blog as an analogy. i've been busy with my life that i have somewhat neglected one of the things i cherish the most... Austin.
=)
and this was created in memory of austin, by austinitas? lol. i didn't realize how little contact i kept with you guys ever since you flew, perhaps besides a few MSN conversations and a few comments in Facebook.
i was thinking. without MSN and FB, i might have totally forget to contact you. i know hui theng and uma periodically calls subby. i bet yiling and yoke peng calls and receive calls, jian wei and vincent and eu win and all those people out there in the states. and i am also aware that i am not close to airina and e-jieh at all, seldom talk to hui theng min and nico and muammar and boon hui and samuel and yong sam and nouri and kuteng despite being in the same college still...
and today yoke peng called me. and i was close to rejecting the call because it was an "unknown" number. and thank god i didn't. we talked for a good 30 minutes, mainly of her telling me her life there. *and making me grateful i didn't enter NU, lol, seems God did have a plan for me that doesn't include flying in one year* thank you Yoke Peng, i love you! i have no idea how much it had cost you... but you know, my gratitude is overflowing =)
and now i do feel a sense of guilt. when you flew, i did not send any of you off. even through unfavorable schedules, something can be worked out, but i didn't want to... sorry =(
you know, i'm going to call someone soon. after this headache of projects and tests. whack me if i forget!
i love you guys, you know? and now i miss you so much. take care =)
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it's ok liz...
just keep in touch with us more often. hugsss. i miss you a lot too. sometimes there are activities that most of my friends have no interest in going to, and i'll go like : hmm, if only liz was here, she would love to go with me.
so yea, i miss you
did I make NU sounds so bad? Lol. XD I still like it tho no matter what. =P
and, subby, wat u said is so true! every time i so semangat to do something, nobody want to do... so 'potong steam'. then i will think if only you, liz, hui theng, jian wei, tim and more are here.
aiyo, now i feel that i miss the good old time again.
hahhaahahha. and i'm the crazy girl who goes for every crazy activity planned huh? hmmm... *declaration* yeah i am! lol
intec is so dead currently though. i haven't found any interesting things to do. hmmm.
and yes, yoke peng. for the slacker i am, you did make NU decidedly unappealing for me. haha! XD
i miss you guys! *hugs*
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