miss miss

i forgot something...

I MISS the 50 cents MANGO JUICE TOO!!!

When you're in a spire, inspire.

From reality TV, talk shows, game shows, makeovers, hidden camera shows to blogs, online journals and networking sites - they all feed our insatiable voyeurism.

Haven't we got enough in our own lives to deal with and think about? Or maybe, you feed on other people's lives to get away from the mess in your own. You lap it all up eagerly, you hunger for more, more and more exposure. You crave drama and sensationalized testimonies and you turn away from facing your own reality. Are you really living if your life is lived through the life of another person? You escape your reality by running in the opposite direction; you turn outwards, showing more interest in the lives of others rather than your own. Do you fear what you might discover if you look inward? Depraved souls, we are.

This culture is disturbing and I am part of this culture.

I just want to say

"I miss PAPRIK!!!"

God Knows Best

note: feeling sentimental now..this poem struck me in many ways..juz feel like posting it up =P

Our Father knows what's best for us,
So why should we complain-
We always want the sunshine,
But He knows there must be rain-
We love the sound of laughter
And the merriment of cheer,
But our hearts would lose their tenderness
If we never shed a tear...
With suffering and with sorrow,
He tests us, not to punish us,
But to help us meet tomorrow...
For growing trees are are strengthened
When they withstand the storm
So whenever we are troubled,
And when everything goes wrong,
It is just God working in us
To make our spirit strong.

OMG..Obama won and i am clueless about it...

Oh my...Obama won and i am clueless about it until my dad told me..forgive me for my ignorance..forgive me for my laziness to read news..forgive me for my lack of update..

it's the 6th day of holidays..and i am ashamed to say i have not done anything 'productive' so far..i should have checked out the universities, but i didn't..i should have gone to my dad's office to help him, but i didn't..i should have helped out abit in the housework..but i didn't..i should have done many things..but i didn't..hai..LAZINESS...

all i did was curled up in my house's sofa..and watched tv..desperate housewife, 90210, private practice, grey's anatomy, hong kong drama's..my mum actually said this "ah girl ah, i think u can glue ur eyes to d tv, den u dun have to afraid u will miss anything in the tv"..haha..and u know wat, i think she's right..

i wish to blog about smth more interesting that happened in my life..but there is NONE..haha..unless u guys wan me to blog about how susan tried to matchmake d premed student a.k.a drug dealer with Julie, or how rich and spoilt are those kids from beverly hills<90210>

okay, i think i will return to my show..ugly betty's next..=D


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May I Feel Said He

Somehow, it reminds me of Austin. =)

may i feel said he
by E. E. Cummings (1894-1962)

may i feel said he
(i'll sqeal said she
just once said he)
it's fun said she

(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she

(let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)

may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she

may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she

but it's life said he
but you wife said she
now said he)
ow said she

(cccome?said he
ummm said she)
you're divine!said he
(you are Mine said she)

This is one of the poems studied in a poetry class in NU. Nothing beat this. Interesting, no? =P

past, present and future

it has been so long since i last posted on papriklovers.

my bad, i have been ignoring you for so long... i shouldn't have. i have not realized how much i have taken you for granted, till today. i keep updating the other one, i forgot all about you. can you forgive me please?


well, if you are confused, you should be. i am using the blog as an analogy. i've been busy with my life that i have somewhat neglected one of the things i cherish the most... Austin.

=)

and this was created in memory of austin, by austinitas? lol. i didn't realize how little contact i kept with you guys ever since you flew, perhaps besides a few MSN conversations and a few comments in Facebook.

i was thinking. without MSN and FB, i might have totally forget to contact you. i know hui theng and uma periodically calls subby. i bet yiling and yoke peng calls and receive calls, jian wei and vincent and eu win and all those people out there in the states. and i am also aware that i am not close to airina and e-jieh at all, seldom talk to hui theng min and nico and muammar and boon hui and samuel and yong sam and nouri and kuteng despite being in the same college still...

and today yoke peng called me. and i was close to rejecting the call because it was an "unknown" number. and thank god i didn't. we talked for a good 30 minutes, mainly of her telling me her life there. *and making me grateful i didn't enter NU, lol, seems God did have a plan for me that doesn't include flying in one year* thank you Yoke Peng, i love you! i have no idea how much it had cost you... but you know, my gratitude is overflowing =)

and now i do feel a sense of guilt. when you flew, i did not send any of you off. even through unfavorable schedules, something can be worked out, but i didn't want to... sorry =(

you know, i'm going to call someone soon. after this headache of projects and tests. whack me if i forget!

i love you guys, you know? and now i miss you so much. take care =)